Just when I thought everything was fine. Too good to be true.
Never thought I'd feel so scared in my life. That behind the facade am sporting, my guts are all tied in knots.
Looking at you, I tried so hard not to care too much. That everything is okay. But the truth is, am so scared.
Then reality hits me, what if something bad will happen? So many what ifs run in my head that it gave me so much head ache.
One moment we were laughing, the next moment you're in a bad shape.
All plans were cancelled and forgotten.
I can't sleep and headache never left my head. Been a constant companion of mine.
Then I started worrying about everything and everybody.
To the point of not wanting to leave, but I need to move. Life must go on.
I prayed so hard. And beg to God and asked for His forgiveness for all the wrong doings I've done.
I hate hospitals.....