Saturday, April 26, 2014

saturday night

Saturday night is the most dreaded time for me. It marks the end of my weekend and the hardest night to sleep.

I just finished ironing clothes good for one week. God how I hate ironing, but left me no choice but to do it.

I just realized that both of my lower legs are covered with bruises. Coz we went biking for the last two nights. And on the last night of our biking, I got hit by some young crazy dude that almost sent me flying. Kids nowadays were so careless and headache. Good thing nothing major happened to me, only Rahyan's bike got injured coz we exchange our bikes (I just rented mine).

Am too lazy to go out of my room. I planned to go out today but end up watching some series instead. 

Found new dayre users to follow. More interesting blogs to read.

Gotta go, gonna rest my back and legs for now.

Monday, April 21, 2014

happy porkie easter sunday!

Happy Easter everyone!
It’s a bit late but better to be late than not greeting at all.
Yesterday taxi hunting was so terrible I almost cried. I left office exactly on time coz am planning to go to church. Turned out no taxi, there are some few but unfortunately been taken away by other passengers. So I was left waiting for almost an hour. Until Rahyan my forever savior called me if am already in the church. Told her am still waiting in vain for taxi and she offered to share her taxi if ever she will get first which she did. So I was late for almost 30 minutes. Dung!
One good thing happened, I managed to buy pork barbeque. P-O-R-K bbq. Am so happy I didn’t notice the sauce of bbq already dripped out of the package and smeared my clothes (shameless me praying in the middle of the crowd holding a bag of bbq and sending off the smell to everyone).
Since the crowd was unbelievably huge, I decided not to finish the mass (another shame for me coz I arrived late then I left off early). As I went outside the church, I saw again a pork bbq seller and decided to buy another two sticks (me happily leaving the church with four bbq sticks on hand).
Quickly passed by in the supermarket to buy some instant pancit canton noodles and yogurt. My room still have this stinky smell of a combination of old room and the pest control scent (or maybe am just too paranoid). Angrily sprayed my lemon scent spray all over the room only to find out later on that it went straight to my laptop and wall mirror. No choice but to clean it.
By the way, I saw something on FB wall that I remember something crazy I experience few days ago. You see, whenever I walk going home, I always listen to music as loud as my ear can handle as I don’t want to hear anything from the people on my surrounding. But on this one particular day, I heard a very loud disgusting gargling spit that almost made my hair stand on its roots. I told myself to ignore it but I wasn’t able to fully control my curious genes and my head automatically swung. To my horror, I found the culprit. It’s a Chinese auntie. I was flabbergasted to know that a lady can make such disgusting sound and action on a public area. We were in the walkway near the main road, for God’s sake! Manners…

On the other note, this one annoying supermarket near my place sells my favorite flavours of ice cream. It's so annoying that I can't help not to buy one everytime I pass by on my way home. Felt like a grade schooler again eating some cold sweets while walking. So much for dieting.

Talk about annoying things, this new song of 5 seconds of summer "she looks so perfect" annoys me to no end. Can't believe how crappy the lyrics are!

Ok, gotta go. Gonna lay my aging back as it's aching again.

Saturday, April 19, 2014

mission accomplished!

Feeling accomplished for today.

Managed to repack and fix almost 3/4 of my things. Two more boxes and 1 big luggage to go, yipee!

Most probably if I'll stay at home next weekend and I manage to buy more plastic boxes at Ikea, I'll be able to finish all these remaining mess.

But man, my back does ache from all this lifting and cleaning. Seriously, I think the previous one who rented this room didn't bother to clean the room for the whole year! I mop the floor twice coz I want it to be squeaky clean coz flooring style looks dirty (maybe that's the reason why he doesn't want to clean the room). Next week I'll mop again, once a week room cleaning is my limit. 

I'll just throw all garbages and empty boxes outside tom as am too lazy to go out of my room.

On the other note, am already on episode 10 of Dream High. 6 more and I'm done. I'll look again for something new to watch.

Am craving for some pasta. And maki. And ramyun. And pork. Waaaaaaa... Am so hungry am hallucinating.

Hope there's someone out there who's willing to deliver food to me everyday and I'll just pay. Haay... Wishful thinking.

Changed my bedsheet and found out how hard it is to replace duvet cover if your bedframe is doubledecker. Coz previously I'll stand in bed and just make pagpag the duvet with cover and everything will fall in places automatically. Now it's too hard. Almost lose my patience.

Gonna lay now in bed as my back is killing me, geez!

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

tadaaa! am back

Such a nice feeling to just lay in the bed and relax.
Went to see an eye doctor to check my pair. I’m sort of afraid to do it for such a long time and always find excuses just to end up procrastinating it. I’m afraid to hear what they will tell me about the status of my eyes who used to have a perfect vision of 20/20 now I can’t even see clearly the faces of people in front of me, wtf! So it turned out my left eye is the worst one. Chose the nerdy type of frame but guess I'll just come back when I got my salary coz it cost 1.3k and I already spent all my money I don't have budget for it anymore.
Last night went to out with Eloisa and Cherry to go see the ballroom group in Marina Yacht. I didn’t have the grandest time there but I still managed to amuse myself while watching them. Turned out I prefer girls swinging hips than guys. Not that am turning to a lesbian but I really like it especially when they are wearing short dresses, wahahaha. On the other note, I find it disgusting to watch guys dance ballroom. No offense to guys who love to dance as I prefer to watch guys dance pop or modern dance, but not ballroom. It just freaks me out.
Afterwards, we went to Beach Rotana and had late Japanese dinner there. Even though I already ate dinner at the flat, the thought of delicious maki made me hungry. Since Eloisa knows some staff there, we had a very good service and freebies. Talk about connections!
First time to try warm sake. Been wanting to try for a long time but always unable to do so. Waaaa…. I love it. But I think I’ll prefer to drink it together with teppanyaki or anything grilled. Just thinking about mouth-watering goodness. Yaki soba I like. Coz most of the time I always order udon instead of soba. Love love anything with soya sauce taste. But the makis are the best! I forgot the name but I guess it Philly something and I really really like it. Most probably I’ll order it again in my next visit. Think I complimented it so much chef gave us free salmon sashimi but only had one piece coz am not fond of raw, feels yucky. For dessert we had a simple lemon sorbet. I was torn between green tea or lemon but Ate told me lemon is much better so I went for lemon. So refreshing I could eat another two scoops.
We met the bar manager of the German bar beside the resto and gave us complimentary drinks. He was suggesting us to try the German beer but since am not fond of beers as it makes me feel bloated, I said no. But he insisted that I should have one so I agree with the Long Island Iced Tea. Turned out having too much ice taste becomes bland but I don’t have the right to complain as it’s free. And before we go he gave us each free one shot of I-don’t-know-drink but it have some plum in the name. Strong but not as strong as chacha (Georgian alcohol). 
Speaking of Cherry, this Chinese girl is a funny gal. We were chatting with the sushi chef when the age factor came to our discussion. We asked her to guess my age and she guessed it too wrong I feel like a retard to the age she thought. I mean, sometimes I had this mixed feeling wether to take it as a compliment or get offended. Common, I've had enough of this common phrase "parang pinabili lang ng suka" coz I've been hearing it for the last nine years since I started working!

Well, setting aside the last one, overall, I had a very very nice evening. My stomach was so happy I had a very good night sleep.


Latest chapter of Naruto is soo bitin! Grrrr...

Wednesday, April 09, 2014


Been a long time.

I hate to start writing about not so good things though I can say that a LOT of things happen to me recently. I told myself long ago that I'll refrain from doing but if I'll stop it, how can I release all these angst that am feeling? I don't want to talk to people and whine non stop about the bad things that were happening to me, so please excuse me for using this blog as my outlet.

I don't want to think that it's a bad luck for me my decision to move here. I'm trying to focus on good things as I believe life is bound by yin yang. You're not gonna get all the good things at the same time, you also will get the bad things. All you have to do have keep believing in yourself as you're the number one supporter of your ownself.

And I'm no longer a little kid who will cower and hide if things didn't go on my way. Bad days do come to everybody. Okay I do mistakes and decide things hastily, and I'll have to be responsible for that. As much as I hate to admit, currently my self esteem is quite low. I lose all my confidence I tried so hard to build and nowadays I felt worthless. At work I feel very stupid. And I super hate this feeling. I sent an email to my old email and suddenly got teary eyed for missing the old me when I saw the out of office message I left months ago. What a stupid move. It's not that I regret resigning, what upsets me is the current me who's doing stupid stuff and don't think before doing anything.

And the new room I got have free "friends" on it, it really makes me hate to go home no matter how tired I am. It's just that am too fed up to move that I told myself to adjust just now. So most of the time, am walking aimlessly outside to refresh my mind from some sort of stress am having.

Oh yeah, by the way I don't believe in bad luck such as black cat. But this morning saw a pure black kitty near the parking lot and told myself there's no such thing as black cat bad luck. Hellyah, I totally forgot about it but my whole day is shitty. Maybe just a coincidence coz I don't want to blame my bad luck on the poor kitty. 

Tomorrow's thursday. One more day to endure and I'm off for the weekend.  Haay...