Saturday, April 28, 2012


I feel guilty for not doing the turkey ham sandwich for Blesie's farewell party. I know, I know I told her I'm going to help her prepare some foods but I didn't know that our practice for the flash mob dance will be extended. So I got home almost 8pm and the foods were already prepared. o_O

I asked my mom to load some credits to my roaming number. Then I left my mobile on my room for the whole day. I saw the message that the credit's already in my account but didn't bother to send message to her coz it's already midnight and I feel sleepy. Woke up this morning with her message in my fb asking if I received the load and why am I not replying to her messages. Guilty!

Remember when I wrote about me and Erlyn buying vouchers for some treatment? Yup, I called the salon and booked for the five sessions. Decided for the dates without consulting her (though she can hear me coz I called in the office), she was even nice enough to remind me that for the last session, I booked it on the same day of our Oman trip wtf. So I called the other day to booked it in a different date. Then a few days ago, we received the email for the last practice day of the flash mobby thing and it falls on the same date of our session! I was like, uh oh... I know no matter how I assures her that I will be able to come, after our last practice on thursday, I think I'll have a problem with time management but couldn't afford to tell her that as I was the one who booked it.

We went out yesterday to have a dinner. I'm quite full as I had a big lunch earlier so I'm not excited with us going out for dinner. Then while we're dining and am trying to tell him some stories which he unintendedly ignores (?), I suddenly remembered something then I got irritated at him. Hmmm... 

Sister's husband is nice enough to look into my lappy as I kept complaining about things like that it's so slow and all other stuff yadah yadah. then he nicely offered to download some programs to clean my lappy and remove some unwanted programs which I didn't see which are they as I fell asleep during the whole process. I woke in the middle of the night with his messages to me instructing me to restart the lappy so something can be rebooted or whatever. Instead of doing it, I forcely shut down my lappy coz I'm feeling so sleepy then send him a short message that we'll continue it some other time instead of thanking him. o_O

He was also testing some kind of new system in which he asked me to try months ago but still up to date didn't do. I honestly don't intentionally ignored it, but just couldn't find the right time to do it. Example, we will be able to talk to each other at night when I just came from the office and  feeling pretty tired. I don't even play games anymore as I only use nowadays my mobile to access the net.

Okay, I still have too many guilty moments that I prefer not to write anymore as I'm feeling more guiltier than before. 


I'm still planning to do window shopping or do some shopping. I know I'm weird but I don't really like shopping. Going around in the mall for hours? Jesus! Like a nightmare.

Guess I was a man in my previous life coz I'm the only girl who doesn't enjoy shopping. As much as possible if I want to buy something, I always wish I can see it and buy it in just one store so I can go and eat. If you're going to ask me which I prefer between shopping and eating, I'll choose eating without thinking twice.

Anyway, too bad I need to go out alone today. So it will be me, my self and I today.

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

i miss... i'm back

I missed so many things for the last few days. Been so lazy to open my lappy thus resulting in not playing  fb games, updating my blogs and checking other sites I normally visits.

I dunno what happen but I'm just too lazy to open my lappy these past few days. Maybe due to the reason that I can access internet on my fone which is freakingly always lowbat.

Went to Abu Dhabi last friday and stayed at IC. It's nice to bond with Anna and Jacky but I hate the long  journey. I hate travelling in the bus and going there took us two hours to reach the bus station.

Lazy me just pack my things in the morning. I woke up five to 8am then I force fed myself coz I know I'll starve in the bus. After 20 minutes of non stop chewing while watching MTV, I hurriedly took a bath then threw all the things I needed for my trip. 

I almost got left by the bus. I'm still on my slippers coz my strappy sandals was way too time consuming to wear so I decided to bring it and change in the bus which I wasn't able to do so.

I was about to take a nap on the bus when I realized that my toiletries including my sunglass were missing in my bag. Panic attack, I sent a message to Anna where we can buy sunnies coz I know I will need it. Jacky on the line was even accusing me that I'm still on bed pretending to be on my way, wtf.

Anyway, bought sunnies at the bus station in an unbelievable price wtf.

Smooth check in, got a club room and used my debit card again wtf.

First day on the beach, second day on the pool. 

Had a very nice, relaxing weekend with my girlfriends. Too bad I still don't have the copies of our pictures.




I started yesterday with my so called "ap training". Now everybody thinks I'm going to transfer there which is freakingly not true. But I like it. Though I didn't even say a word about cross training during my apr, it's my manager who decided about it. Well well, if things go well... it will be my benefit.

But somewhere somehow, I'm a bit pressured with my work. Especially that month end is near, I need to prove something. And that something will be the basis of my manager as like what we discussed last month. And it's driving me crazy. He wants to be prove something to higher bosses, and I want to prove something to them. o_O




I decided to sleep early from now on. Been sleeping around 10:30pm for last few days. Hope I will be able to do this for the rest of the week coz this thursday, our flat will be in party mode due to Blesie's farewell party.

Time check... 9:45pm...

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

what I've been doing

Wasn't able to blog for quite a long time. Been busy with so many things, so let me a do a quick recap of what I've done for the past week:

  • Been addicted to Instagram, was so happy that it's now available on android phones
  • Been addicted to Temple Run in which am so grudgingly have to admit that I can't beat meow's score
  • Been using whatsapp in my day to day messaging (I even forgot that I do have a load)
  • Bought a great deal at Groupon (me and Erlyn were planning to use it next week)
  • Went for a night getaway
  • Played paintball for the first time in my life; and had a big bruise remembrance on my hips
  • Been to Alpha Tours and met the legendary Shyju (haha...)
  • Been depressed as my oh so favorite bear fone cover/protector is now broken 
  • Received the email that my national ID is now ready for pick up at HRs office
  • Received my ID for donating blood
  • Received my Ntrust card
  • Unsuccessful with my diet plan as now I'm eating dinner TWICE and I gained weight in an unbelievable short time span
  • Had a meeting in the office about my so called "cross training"
  • Heard the oh so juicy story of Silvestore 

 Upcoming events:
  • Abu Dhabi trip with Anna and Jacky
  • Farewell party of Blesie
  • Flash mob

Hmm.... Looking forward for more exciting things to happen.

Sunday, April 08, 2012


Is there a word such as "addictness"?

I'm getting addicted to the game "temple run". It's a free appli available for android phones. And I'm so into it that I even took breaks during working hours just to play it. Teehee...

Am freakin' tired tonight. Blesie and I went to Etilasat in Al Qusais to transfer the internet ownership to me. And I'm wearing heels and I thought that I'm gonna die. You see, I really don't have problems walking. But if I'm wearing heels, it's a different story.

Now my feet and legs hurt like a madman stomp into them.

One time, the veins in my feet hurts that I wore flats in the office. And everybody noticed how small I am. I know am not tall that's why I wear heels but I didn't thought that everybody will notice the big difference when I'm wearing one and when I'm not. One even have the nerve to ask me, "no heels today yani?". Wtf!

So back to our rendezvous, this wtf driver drop us in front of Al Atwar mall where we thought where Etisalat is. Only to find out that it is located on the opposite road! Goodness...

I didn't went to church coz I know I may not feel well in a place full of people. Haay...

Btw, am excited for our trip to Abu Dhabi. I hope this will not be cancelled or else I'll go berserk coz I used my debit card to reserve the booking. It will be a girls' trip and I'm feeling so hopeful to lose weight so I can wear my swimsuit which I think will be very very impossible.

Anyway, happy easter!

Tuesday, April 03, 2012

the craziness...

I watched "Wrath of the Titans" - TWICE.

Yup. Not once, but twice. Not because it's my favorite movie, it's due to some reasons that I can't escape. First time I watch it with meow in 3d coz he wants to experience 3d movie (what a late bloomer!) and  no 3d movie for "The Hunger Games" is available and it's way too long to watch. I can't say no to him coz he wanted it so badly but I honestly doesn't want to watch coz I already agreed with Niko that we're going to watch it after office. o_O

When I went to the office last saturday and saw Niko there and he found out that I already watch it, he looks disappointed that I told him that eventhough I already watch it, I will still watch it again with them. So there, I watch it again last night but not in 3d mode. 

The movie's ok but when it was shown here in Dubai, there's so many scenes that were cut. I felt like I watch a movie in a local channel who cuts movies in order to utilize the airtime due to lots of commercials.

Then after the movie last night, we went to Hard Rock Cafe. Man, it's so freaking boring that after one round of drinks, we went home immediately.

I'm looking forward for the dragon boat competition on friday. Hope our boat will win... Fingers crossed!