Sunday, February 23, 2014

stressful day

I'm stressed, frustrated, disappointed, worried and I wanted to cry.

Attestation - why you were even been invented after all?

But my question is, why now? Why after all this times? It's more than one month since I submitted all my documents!

So I told her that I wasn't aware that I needed to provide her with the attested one, then she sends me the email she sent to me dated November! November - during the first time I declined the offer.  So in the end, it comes back to me as negligence on my part, wtf!

I'm seriously frustrated to the point that I'm feeling helpless I wanted to cry. I've got no one to blame.

Actually, it will not be a big deal if only I already got my last pay. Atleast I have money to pay for my expenses. But the problem is that I can't get it yet if I don't have my change of status. How am I suppose to pay for my room, the internet charges when I have it disconnected and my food?

Worst is that some people doesn't seem to understand my situation. Instead of offering me some advice, they were like blaming me for resigning as if it's my fault that things like this were happening to me. Wtf!

I can't get out, I can't go to places for short vacation. I have time but I don't have money. And I won't be able to really go out of country as I don't have any visa. Literally, am stucked. Guess house arrest is the appropriate term.

I'm so doomed. And it's depressing like hell.

So far I lose interest to do anything. To the point of not getting out of bed.

So shitty days do really come even when you don't come out of your room.

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