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Life is freakin' me out.

Currently I feel like a dust floating in the air. I can't feel any sense of belongingness.

Looking back to what happened in the past, I still can't comprehend what really happen. It ended so abruptly. And no matter how much I wanted it back, I can't do anything. I'm so hopeless and frustrated.

And I can't understand what's happening to me right now. What am I doing to myself?

I can't sleep at night. And I tend to wake up in the middle of the night. And worst is that I have to wake up early.

So am always feeling grumpy in the morning.

I want to sleep. Have a rest. Have a peaceful mind. Have a nice dream of the past.